Friday, April 3, 2009

Runsing

Sepanjang minggu neh aku runsing sebab result last Monday. Aku pun susah nak cakap banyak. Berserah jerk pada Tuhan. Nak mengharap sangat, takut terlebih harap. At last, buat dunno jerk. Kalau ada rezeki, ada lah.

Lately, sepanjang minggu neh, bila tiba waktu tengahari, perut aku semacam dan rasa seram sejuk yang susah nak gambarkan.. mcm teramat lapar, sampai rasa melayang. Dan skrg rasa nak sangat makan, Sardin Masak Kicap dengan nasi putih panas panas. Hurm, sedapnya....

Tadi aku gi Women Specialist kat Taman Johor Jaya. Depan Public Bank. My Cousin sister kerja situ as Nurse - HOD. dan aku pun pernah ah survey survey pasal maternity package and whut so ever. Kebetulan she's been working there since aku tadika.. so, kira dah banyak pengalaman ah. So, tadik cerita ah masala aku pasal whut gynae commented on my problem.. then, dia kata.. actually kencing kotor takde kena mengena dengan pregnancy kit. If it shown +ve, means it is a real answer. No doubt!

Wah, makin ah confident... So, tadik buat lagi testing kat lab dia... memula berdebar debar gak.. sebab mcm takde jer tandanya.. then, terus terang 2 2 line. Wah? Apakah ini?? Dia pun cakap, its +ve! Uhuks, nak terlompat kat situ..

Aku pun pelik dengan gynae yang comment last Monday. Suppose she knew better than me. But, her comments make me feel very weird and tak confident. Tuh yang malas nak layan. And now, tahan confident and happy tuh.. cuma tunggu lagi next week or 2 minggu lagi, utk test or buat ultrasound.

Means that, what was Dr Joy and Kak Leha told on the last appointment at the panel clinic were truth! Huh, takkan dah jadik doktor lama, tak pakar kan? Hehe... Pepe pun, tunggu next week sebab katanya, kalau dah minggu ke 8, our fetus dah mula ada jantung!

Skrg neg rileks and jangan stress!

Thanks God! Syukur sangat ~

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